how adorable is this boy for making a music video?

i love you Jaren.

verklempt

I have been rolling this word around my tongue for days now. I don't know why I love it so much. It just sounds like its description.

Verklempt (adj.)overcome with emotion / gobsmacked / on the verge of tears.

Its just such a sweet sounding, twitterpated, definitive word.

and if you ever experience it. It is a beautiful thing

Daddies...

they found cancer in Busters lymph nodes.
i dont know what this means for him.

i want to cry. we were given this window of hope. a few days of peace. joy at his surgery going WAY better than they expected...and then this.

my heart is heavy.

Dad took Jess and I out on a father-daughter date tonight. we went and saw the Men Who Stare At Goats....i loved it. I think he hated it. it really helped though. take our mind off of things. i doubt he will ever know how much tonight meant to me.
I dont think he realizes how much i adore him. somedays i just sit and stare at him in wonder. i feel like a small child again, in wonder of her daddy who can do anything. I look at him and that feeling is there everytime. I love him so very much. He lights up my life. I want to go and do great things in my life so he will be proud of me.

I think i am realizing more and more each day how precious life is, and how much I cherish my daddy. I hate what had to happen to make me realize this....


i love you daddy

Oh how excited i am about this website.

and this one they do a lot of work for gossip girl.

I'd rather be there...

I am watching Ace of Cakes and falling in love with Geof....AGAIN. i swear, i fall in love with him more and more each episode


i am also really really REALLY wanting to travel to New Zealand for a few weeks. I want to go here....




and also meet men like them...




whos with me?

you son of a biscuit eating bulldog...

this makes me want to get in a righteous rage and tell someone off like this...just to see their reaction.

isn't it amazing how in one day. in one minute. In an instant, God can reveal things to you you have been searching for...

EVERYTHING i have questioned about my life lately. All the questions I've had. The decisions I have tried to make...these past few months I have felt lost. no direction. so unsure. God has given me something I have needed...

Clarity. That is what I have. I know what I truly want in my life. I know what I am supposed to be doing. I know what I want to do. I am so excited. I am SO peaceful. I am SO sure. I can't wait to iron out the details. I sure don't have all the answers yet. But I sure have direction...

WOW.