seriously. worst day.

waking up to sandy dying. having to hold onto her for an hour as she wheezes and shakes and cant even get up. and then going to the vet and watching her go. it broke my heart.

i didnt realize how much she was a key element to our family. she has been there for all of us. faithful and loving.

this is seriously just such a horrible day. i really dont know how to deal.

i may be off the grid for a bit guys. take some time.

i am having a hard time just picking a few to put up. i seriously go through them and go..."aww, i remember THAT day." this is making me so happy and also so sad. I really miss watching Henry and Amelia all day.

I dont think i have been happier.

as soon as i finish editing them. (trying to adjust levels so they dont look like they came from a camera phone) i will start posting them.

warning. mostly of amelia.

so i finally got around to loading all the pictures and videos from my old phone onto the computer...so i shall slowly begin to load old pictures for you to see. they will probably mostly be of amelia and henry. its so fun going through them and reliving those days. here are two that are just bring a smile to my face!

mallory. this one is especially for you.

I was playing with my camera phone and that was right when she decided to start walking for the first time ever. i was trying sooo hard not to freak out so she wouldnt stop! one of my favorite memories with her.


Henry learned a new song and decided to sing it to me. i think it is the cutest video ever!

so i would like to attempt to make this wonderful chandelier myself. i know its a big task..and it wont turn out on the same scale as this beauty...but i really love it and can't find $4000+ in my budget to purchase this...so i shall attempt to build my own.
with that being said...if anyone has any amazing spoons or forks they are willing to part with for the cause...i would be so happy to receive them. i shall start looking for them at goodwill and thrift shops. i stopped in a few antique stores today but the price of silverware in such shops is sooo expensive.

so, my address is:
342 N. Sunnyside Ave,
Sequim, WA 98382

any silverware you find. please.

dude the daughter from modern family is on an olive garden commercial.

this struck an odd chord with me. i feel torn. i hate olive garden for poisoning me...and yet i love her and her show.

thank you kassie for opening my eyes to modern family

modern family. cracks me up. i may be in love with phil.

i love ben at the end of this promo


seriously...cant stop laughing at him!

SIMPLY AMAZING! so jealous i couldnt be there for this! Glen Hansard AND damien rice!? i mean C'MON!



this is perfection...minus the fact bono is with them...(because as much as this may anger others..i really dont like u2 or bono very much.


poor jake was pissed when i showed him this...he was in ireland alone on christmas eve last year. broke, hungry, and knew no one...had he been there this year he would have been able to play the streets when them...poor poor jake.