seriously. worst day.

waking up to sandy dying. having to hold onto her for an hour as she wheezes and shakes and cant even get up. and then going to the vet and watching her go. it broke my heart.

i didnt realize how much she was a key element to our family. she has been there for all of us. faithful and loving.

this is seriously just such a horrible day. i really dont know how to deal.

i may be off the grid for a bit guys. take some time.