okay...so its almost one in the morning but i cant seem to tear myself away from snl skits...

this one is so effed up but so funny...


okay...i seriously have to go to bed now...goodnight!

im sorry...but shes just so damn funny..

mwahahahaha...funny

poor karen...maybe they ended will and grace too soon. the poor girl can only find work for i cant believe its not butter...this is a sad day in television...

movies i want to see..

dear john


remember me


letter to juliet

i love him because he's david from that show kings...SO GOOD!

oh these are just a few of the movies i have been wanting to see...

christmas traditions

this commercial makes me smile so big everytime it comes on...and it makes me can't wait to have children of my own who will be so excited for christmas...


and i can't get this song out of my head...how cute are these boots? how cute are these boots?

but im not going to lie..they are some cute outfits...

and i am now going to watch these two shows and have decided it will become a new christmas tradition for me to watch them...


Shes an ANGRY ELF!

i love this episode!!

its almost your birthday best friend...

so christmas day will be my bestie Kassie's 23 birthday. i am really excited! i dont know why..i just feel like she deserves a good birthday after the somewhat lame one she had last year...so im a hoping that she does.

i love you kassie!! i cant wait for you to get home!!
















p.s. i thought you would like the fact i put up lots and lots of pictures of you kass...i just wanted everyone to see your pretty face...and your FAKE EYE! BLUH!

off center reunion

how excited was i to wake up and find this movie on my facebook?! i couldnt be more happy! oh the gang. i miss everyone...seriously.

RIP Brittany Murphy

i am really sad that brittany murphy died. i loved her movies so much. and her infectious laugh. she was such a fun person and i feel sad the world lost such great talent.

sad men.

so i have a list of the saddest men crying onscreen...kassie knows what i speak of...anyways....

these are my top three...


at number three...

Glee's Mr. Schuster...


i know he looks scary angry here...but they tears are beginning to fall and from here on out...oh it breaks my heart...

he is so broken...i seriously just cry everytime...

at number two...

the office's Jim Halpert...


oh my...when he tells pam he's in love with her...oh man.

and the number one saddest man crying....

Eagle Eye's Shia Lebouf...

i am fairly certain God cries when Shia cries..it breaks hearts...

great. now i am sad.

HIMYM photo shoot...

so i was going through my old magazines today, and i stumbled upon an old EW magazine with an amazing photo shoot that i remember seeing but not getting the importance of it as i hadnt become obsessed with the show...so here you go....ready to be excited like i am?!!



The men lost a lot of hair to play the U.S. 4x200m relay team; Harris (far right)even cajoled Segel (far left) into shaving his armpits. "They guys sounded like they didn't think it was going to grow back," laughs Smulders. "Dude. Trust me. It grows back. I wish it didn't. It does. You're gonna be fine."


Smulders (left) didn't see Kingdom of the Crystal Skull (she says the key to Cate Blanchett was ''just look like a badass''), while Harris studied Indy hard: ''It's sort of a quarter-squint. The lips go down, 
 but there's a hint of a smile. But he's not amused, because he's always got other things in mind.''


Hannigan (far left) ditched her heels before the shot: ''I couldn't do it,'' she sighs. 
''They were too high. I had to catch Cobie and not fall on my face.'' Radnor (right), 
on the other hand, had no trouble stepping into Mr. Big's shoes: ''I get hit with a 
 bouquet of flowers at least once a month.''


''I don't often wear skinny jeans. It's not my thing. 
 But I heroically squeezed into some,'' says Radnor. Harris worked to internalize his character deeply, as well: ''I got to be the straight-ironed guy. Not the curly. I don't know their names...Alvin? Theodore?''


''It probably will just be an imitation of Tina Fey,'' admits Hannigan, before slipping on her Sarah Palin suit. For Segel, this role is a culmination of a lifelong dream: ''Ever since I was a kid, I always imagined someday 
I'd get to play Joe Biden in a photo shoot.''




i couldnt love them more...

i just emailed anthropologie at furniture@anthropologie.com and requested about ten different wallpaper swatches from them. they are free you just have to tell them what you want and your mailing address....of course i cant afford to order any..i just love them and want to see them, and perhaps craft with them....is that so wrong??!

a post for kassie

so kassie you said i dont post enough..and you are right...i have gone into a slump and for that i am sorry....so i have created this post just for you...featuring all things you like...i love you kassie...


more movies at www.miloop.com


more movies at www.miloop.com

Video Games | | the Office - Jim Imitating Dwight

XBox 360 | Playstation 3 | Nintendo Wii

i would have posted more..but now im just sitting here watching clips from the office and laughing my ass off...

here you go kass.

can we PLEASE do this sometime??!?

she is so freaking adorable.

and funny too.

im sorry. i dont know whats wrong with me. life has gotten busy these past two weeks and i cant seem to cope with it. i love seeing friends and family and having things to do..but at the same time i miss my solitude. sheesh. its never a win win.

Thanksgiving Break

wow. where to begin??

I havent posted in QUITE awhile! I have been a busy busy girl. Thanksgiving was a GREAT time! We had my whole family there as well as Ben and his dad. So much fun. We didnt have Turkey, instead we had Chicken Cordon Bleu and Prime Rib. Yum YUM! I made Roasted fingerling potatoes that were to DIE for! and we played spoons and hearts after dinner making it a perfect holiday!

N came to visit from Alaska so that was really special. I picked her up Wednesday night from the airport and brought her to sequim. she spent the night thursday and friday we got up early and returned to seattle for some black friday shopping! CRAZY busy but so much fun. we also went and saw New Moon, which lets be honest...i LOVED!!!

afterwards we went to Bellvue and visited Kassie at her work! She gave us delicious cupcakes and asked us to go to dinner with her....so we did. so much fun for me. at one point i just sat back in my chair and watched kass and n talking to each other and i couldnt help but smile. and realize just how thankful i was for getting to spend an evening with those two. I have missed them in my life so much. It was the best night ever for me.

I have been working up a storm at work lately. I worked all day yesterday and wanted to die by the end of my shift. my feet hurt so bad and i was so tired. but instead i took a shower and it was BACK TO SEATTLE...(yes you count 'em...THREE times to seattle in ONE week!) but it was still a fun time. Jake went with me which helped and after dropping N off at the airport jake and I went to Duke's for drinks and appetizers before heading home. I had calamari...and liked it! CRAZY!

So today i spent the day sleeping in till 10 AM which was SO needed and then Tilly and I went into PA and went to the library where we LOADED up on christmas cd's. cd's we loved, movies, and a few books. i think i checked out like 20 items today...but it was so much fun!!

i have had an AMAZING holiday break. I was so blessed to have friends and family surround us. Jessica made me so happy coming home for the holidays. It wouldnt have felt like a holiday without her there. i was so tired by the end of it, but i wouldnt change a thing.

"Jess, can you get that jello in the oven...it needs to bake for a little bit first." -tom

this is going to be an interesting thanksgiving.

i think i need a resume more like this...

i always thought my mom sang just like her...this is one of my most favorite christmas songs for that very reason...

dear santa...

for christmas this year can you please bring me the following?...

a husband...


a baby...


a puppy...


my dream house...


...thats all

ohhh i want to go back to my childhood...

"this thing came apart" my favorite line...

I KNEW IT!!!

for weeks now i have been watching this show and trying to figure out how i know this kid....until today...

i watched the office and there he was...the delivery kid from the launch party episode....all i right in the world....i hate seeing a face and not being able to place it....

my muse

i watched kingdom of heaven last night before i had to leave for work. i hadnt seen it since college. i forgot how much i liked it. but anyways..i was captivated by Sybilla. her pouty brooding face captivated me. and i am in love with her dark makeup. so i decided to do my makeup like hers today for church...odd choice of location to wear makeup like that...but its me we are talking about. i think by now everyone expects such antics.

pomplamoose

thanks to one of my favorite blogs...i have fallen in love with this girl's music.

these two made me really happy...

can i just tell you how much i love french music? everytime i hear a song in french i get so excited. i dont care that i dont know what they are saying..its just so wonderful.

if you know any good french songs or artists....send them my way....

i welcome the imput...

goodnight loves!

i just finished watching this movie and loved loved loved it. I love creepy stalker physco thriller movies.

i have to go to work at 5:30...i dont know my thoughts on this whole late night job thing...as well all know, i am a morning person...this is just weird...

this blows my mind...

have you ever been swimming in the ocean or even a lake and had a little freak out because you imagine all sorts of things below you that you cant see...

santa please!

oh my gosh. i want this so badly!!!!

enjoy yourself

loved this scene on house. soooooo amazing...
if ever i go crazy....i hope some amazing blonde sings this to me...

just revisiting a happy time

barbara allen

thanks to my dear mallory...i have been listening to this clip on repeat.

it could be the prettiest song ever.



thanks mal

yikes

i am watching the office with dad. typing this on jakes new macbook and wishing beyond anything i had a mac.
damn.

in other news. jake took me to silverdale all day today to get me work clothes. he was so sweet and helpful. im glad i got to spend a day with him its just that trying on all these work clothes...i felt so ugly. i found a few things. but its just so not me, i feel so ugly. lets just say plus sized people tend to find styles that they like. find flattering, and feel good in. because more often than not, we cant wear the same clothes as everyone else and look good. this is why i dont like jobs with a dress code. i broke out when i left the hcc and i havent gone back yet...until tomorrow.

i start training tomorrow and im so nervous.....UGH!

im sorry kassie. i wish i could have spent the day with you. it would have been such a great day. i am sure of it.

this frightened me.

this is such a big fear of mine. that i will somehow have children like this. GOD DONT LET THAT HAPPEN!!

Jake's new painting

isnt it amazing N??

I helped him with the background. it was SO much fun. we were just throwing rock salt at the freshly painted background and i kept chanting "the power of Christ compels you."

ahh memories.

for mallory

okay...Kurt can hit the high F.

I can't hit the high F if my life depended on it.

this makes me a little pissed.

YouTube Mash Ups

in the spirit of Glee, i have been searching YouTube for cool mash ups.

1. Britney Spears and Gwen Stefani

2. Kanye West and Beethoven


3. The Ting Tings and various 70s and 80s songs


4. Sweet Dreams are Made of Seven Nation Army


5. Bert and Ernie go Gangsta


ha ha. this was making me laughing so hard. even if it isn't truly a mash up. its still funny!

My favorites are Gold Digger and the Ting Tings Thats Not My Name

Colonel Sam Flagg - CIA

So i love to watch M*A*S*H. It is one of my favorite shows of all time. I watched an episode tonight with Colonel Sam Flagg in it and I laughed so damn hard. He is my idea of a GI Joe.

* "I've trained myself not to laugh or smile. I watched a hundred hours of the Three Stooges; every time I felt like smiling or laughing, I jabbed myself in the stomach with a cattle prod."

* "My father touched me like that once. To this day, he still has to wear orthopedic shirts."{Frank Burns tried to buddy up to Flagg by slapping him on the shoulder}

* "You think you're real smart. But you're not smart; you're dumb. Very dumb. But you've met your match in me."

* "Nobody can get the truth out of me because even I don't know what it is. I keep myself in a constant state of utter confusion."

* (After Hawkeye treated a wounded North Korean soldier prior to operating on an American one:) "You took a yellow Red before a White American, and that's pretty pinko!"

* (To Radar:) "Shut up, you, or I'll use you to clean a cannon!"

* (After Hawkeye suggests using nuclear weapons in a search for the missing Major Houlihan) "Don't try to make friends with me."

* (After Frank says, 'You’re crazy, buddy!') "You call me that again, friend, I’ll reach into your throat and pull your heart out.

* (Colonel Potter finds Flagg in his office drinking his scotch and says sarcastically "I'm glad to see you made yourself at home.") "I have no home. I am the wind."

* Col. Sherman T. Potter: Why are you dressed like an Italian usher?
Colonel Flagg: Can you keep a secret?
Col. Sherman T. Potter: I'd like to think so.
Colonel Flagg: I'm disguised as Ling Chow. A Chinese double agent.
Col. Sherman T. Potter: Funny, you don't look Chinese.
Colonel Flagg: Neither would Ling Chow if he was dressed like this. You follow?


i could only find one clip of him and it isnt funny. you can just see the way he talks. its always like this.

i know this may be the DUMBEST post ever...i just can't get over the fact of how in love with him i am.

i need children...

today is my day off. so i thought i would spend it doing important things like,

research baby names and compile a list...

for boys:
1. elias - hebrew meaning "my god is the lord"
2. jasper - persian (hahaha) meaning "treasure"
3. edwin - english meaning "rich friend"
4. jude - hebrew meaning "praise; thanks"
5. henry - german meaning "home ruler"
6. elliot - hebrew meaning "the lord is my god"
7. wesley -
8. charlie -
9. emerson -
10. seth -


for girls:
1. ella - greek meaning "torch; bright light"
2. luna - latin meaning "moon"
3. evie - hebrew meaning "life"
4. ginger - latin meaning "spring-like; flourishing"
5. sibylla -
6. eve -
7. wendy -


8. marjorie and beatrix. twins. (okay i will not name my girls that...it seems too mean...but i love the idea of such classic names)


i am getting caught up in looking at baby names...i have many more i want to list. but i need to go to the store with mother. when i come back...the names continue...

can't hardly wait!!

million dollar listing

i am sick today. i have been lying around like a blob all day and can't seem to muster the energy to do anything.

so instead i lay in bed and watch episode after episode of million dollar listing and falling in love with Josh (the one in the middle) hes so damn funny. i find myself laughing aloud at him and then coughing up a storm. but he's worth it.

my heart has fallen in love with these nesting dolls from savage artworks.

verklepmt. that is what this song is.

dinner and a movie

i fell asleep this afternoon reading my book. it was that kind of sleep where you don't realize your asleep until you wake up. i woke up to Tom shaking me as hard as he could going, BECKY YOUR ASLEEP!!! WAKE UP!!! over and over and over...and then switched to, I'M MAKING THOSE EGG ROLLS AND NEED SOMEONE TO ROLL EM!

so i got up and helped him make egg rolls. it was a lot of fun. he was in an AMAZING mood. we had GREAT dinner and then all sat down and watched Patch Adams.


i forgot what a great movie that is. I loved it. we sat and mocked the saddest parts. which really made it all the better. Tom tried to do a fake cry and one point and had us in stitches with what turned out to better be his owl impersonation. this just makes me realize that i love my family!!

how adorable is this boy for making a music video?

i love you Jaren.

verklempt

I have been rolling this word around my tongue for days now. I don't know why I love it so much. It just sounds like its description.

Verklempt (adj.)overcome with emotion / gobsmacked / on the verge of tears.

Its just such a sweet sounding, twitterpated, definitive word.

and if you ever experience it. It is a beautiful thing

Daddies...

they found cancer in Busters lymph nodes.
i dont know what this means for him.

i want to cry. we were given this window of hope. a few days of peace. joy at his surgery going WAY better than they expected...and then this.

my heart is heavy.

Dad took Jess and I out on a father-daughter date tonight. we went and saw the Men Who Stare At Goats....i loved it. I think he hated it. it really helped though. take our mind off of things. i doubt he will ever know how much tonight meant to me.
I dont think he realizes how much i adore him. somedays i just sit and stare at him in wonder. i feel like a small child again, in wonder of her daddy who can do anything. I look at him and that feeling is there everytime. I love him so very much. He lights up my life. I want to go and do great things in my life so he will be proud of me.

I think i am realizing more and more each day how precious life is, and how much I cherish my daddy. I hate what had to happen to make me realize this....


i love you daddy

Oh how excited i am about this website.

and this one they do a lot of work for gossip girl.

I'd rather be there...

I am watching Ace of Cakes and falling in love with Geof....AGAIN. i swear, i fall in love with him more and more each episode


i am also really really REALLY wanting to travel to New Zealand for a few weeks. I want to go here....




and also meet men like them...




whos with me?