Dreaming

I had the worst dream about you N last night. I woke up pissed at you and not wanting to EVER come visit you in Alaska. It was one of those dreams you wake up with tears running down your cheeks and a sob in your throat. It took me a few minutes to accept it was just a dream...

but now i am good. its almost kind of funny now, and i DO want to visit you in Alaska. and i do love you. and my heart only hurts a bit from that crazy dream that felt too real.